好久没有这样哗啦哗啦的掉泪了。（勿担心，我不难过， 只是被电影影响而已！）

今天看了一部电影，又勾起了我对于 回忆，时间 和 人生 的一些启发和感动。

回家的路上我突然间又想起了某个痛处， 一边开车一边哗啦哗啦地哭了。而今早我又感到了摸名的灵感，带了朋友送我的手帕插在裤子旁边的口带。

原来是种预言，手帕真的派上了用场耶。

when i am happy i take photos. when i am sad i take photos. oddly enough, the photos quite often turn out happy when i am sad and sad when i am happy. whichever happens, the process and the outcome usually work together as a healing experience, making me really feel better as a result. photography heals.

摄影能疗伤。

在哗啦哗啦的当而， 我想起了数年前我也在回家的路途上感伤的事件，又想起了当时拍下的感觉，一到家后屏了命去寻找那一套画面， 在差一点放弃的时候然我找到了。感谢主，若我找不到我一定睡不安。

几个小时前，为了记念再一度感受到回家时感处累累的经历，我再红灯前停车时用手机拍的：


零六年四月雨天。
在巴士公车即将到终站相机的单眼陪着我的双眼一起漠糊时拍的：





刚刚发现：原来我在那个时候就开时倾向我近日常用的漠糊式摄影了。真奇妙！

其实我看电影也蛮容易被感动到哭的。mamma-mia 也可以把我弄哭，我真的是赢了咯，哈。 （可是今天看的当然不是 mamma-mia 啦。。）

现在终于可以平安入睡了。


。 。 。 哦，现在真的跟零六年的那一天一样－－－突然下起倾盆大雨了！


我得去关窗了！晚安！

alternative places for book reading.

this is the 5th in the lifelong series with the working title of "ransom letters". all letters are individually cut by hand and used only once for each "ransom letter" slide message set. message slides best enjoyed picked up and held up by hand against natural light, complete with occasional squinting, "eh what's this", and all.

this will be up somewhere at the library@orchard from 20th october 2007 to i'm not sure when as part of the My Library and I(nspiration) project before the library closes on 30th november 2007.

i first did sets of message slides like these in june 2004 when i was dealing with the somewhat traumatic moving house from my childhood home in tanjong rhu to my current family home along haig road. between then and now, school happened and the sets of message slides made back then were occasionally lost, discovered panickally that they were lost, and then thankfully always re-found with much relief and gladness.

will post up the rest when i next get the chance to stand on the school light table with no one around to wahlaoeh me. haha. or maybe more preferably, when i next stop by the memoryful place with the wonderful window that looks out to a little backstreet and the balloon that mightaswell be a lift.